I'm left alone in the house for the weekend, and currently listening to mellow songs, so you can blame them for this sad post.
Well. The truth is, I don't feel like living.
Not that I want to kill myself or what the eff, but... yeah you know. I see my old friends; their new lives, new friends, new experiences, new source of happiness, while I'm just standing here, alone.
I don't know what will I become in the next 5 years, or what would my dream job would be. I don't have a dream job. I don't think I'm enrolled in a right place for my destination (?) but I think it's already too late to change direction to another college.
It's all so depressing.
I'm not someone who'd happily sacrifice a year of my education for a thing you can say, a wrong choice. Why can't I take dual degree? Or go to some place far away from here, where I can just learn everything not by going to college, but by being experiencing things?
What should I do?
Okay. Done. Jaa ne.
